Re: I need your help
Originally Posted by
kryss712
Helloo,
But I still feel like committing suicide because I don't want to live in this world anymore...I'm not attached with anyone except the lord. I want hime to take me away from here.
Namaste Krish,
You want to commit suicide because you don't want to live in this world any more. That means you are troubled with something in this world. That also assumes that after-life must be better than what you are going through now in this world.
What makes you think that the "life" after death will be better than the present "bad" life ? If you are getting rid of all troubles just by committing suicide then I think that must be a good bargain. But what I am seeing is that your problems are going to increase manyfold by taking any such step. As you have studied Gita, please remember that there are not two different things like "life" & "death" which can be differentiated the way you are thinking except being with "body" in one state & being without body in the other. Whatever situation you are in today is because of your past actions & this proves that this situation can improve or deteriorate further depending upon your present actions. After death, there is little scope of improving your lot, you can be only the enjoyer or sufferer of the actions you have committed.
Getting human life is rare. Don't waste it with such thoughts. There cannot be any bad situation which cannot be improved upon. And this life is a chance to not only improve but to even re-write your entire life story. This human life is the only life which gives the chance to the greatest sinner to become a revered saint. It is this life only where you have opportunity to change your defeat into a win. Who knows you may not get this opportunity again in another milion life-times ! We must know "Who we are" before we say goodbye. The Truth is that you are ever pure, untainted by any sin, blissful, all powerful, the Brahmana, the ONE without a Second. You feel that you are dirty is just an illusion. Shake off this illusion & identify yourself.
I will suggest a few things :
1) Follow Satay's advice. It will help.
2) Things are sure to become worse by committing suicide. You cannot escape your Karmas like this. You are going to plunge into deeper troubles by taking your life or even thinking about any such step.
3) Read Ramana Maharishi's "Who Am I", Nisarga Datta's "I am That", & try to figure out who you really are. Join some Non-duality forum.
Wish you all the best ...
OM
"Om Namo Bhagvate Vaasudevaye"
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