Namaste Amrut ji,
I don't think so I meditate on OM from many days, before 4-5 years when I am very small I meditate on OM, but its not seriously I meditate and I think not more than 1-2 or 3 minutes or less
but from this year, I have that feeling of nutralization even I don't meditate on om. I feel like I can live without thinking a word in my mind which is difficult for some, I don't feel sorrow, hapiness, anger, greediness or any positive or negative thought, I don't think this affect my studies as I came first in class but it surely affect me and my personality as I don't give a slight of attention towards me, I also can't fully concentrate in my duties...
It does not difficult for me to conquer this nutralization but my one mind says it is blessings of god that I am does not attach to any feeling, I didn't expect the feeling of nutralization when I started my spiritual path, at that time I thought that god will make all my wishesh true, and one day he'll give me darshan as in movie, but as time pasess and I get knowledge from lord shiva, my every concept, dream get changed, everything get change
It's just like if you have the most powerful weapon in the world and someone says u never use it..
Like that I can control my mind, I can control my all feelings and that's why I have the capacity to fullfill my all dream, desires and I can get everything in my life by this boon of god, but this feeling of nutralization says me don't do this and my mind confuse about that one can achieve god by being in gunas, karmas and his devotion? Or one can achieve god by detachment, that nutalization and devotion? Means live in gunas is better or live without any guna is better
so what do u think what should I do for this feeling,
Thank you for reply,
Pranam!!
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