Namaste hengell,
Sometimes, a person might look 'ordinary' to other peoples' eyes, but in-spite of it, might have had an extremely spiritual past.
Take the story of Saiva saint 'Arunagirinatha' -- for the first part of his life, he was a fallen soul. Then a saint tries to correct him. Something inside of him wakes up. He repents for his sins, and within a short time (when he is on a suicidal mission), he has darshan of Lord Murugan. Lord Murugan gives personal darshan to the yogi (mystic) and corrects him. Since then, the transformation that Arunagirinatha underwent becomes complete and he has now transformed into a perfect yogi.
So you never know how and why you had a vision of Lord Shiva - if you feel little-bit changed from before, then that shouldn't surprise you. It might be a wake-up call for you to take him and your daily sadhana seriously.
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