Re: how can i beg kali ma to help me?
I'm sorry to hear how much pain you are going through right now. It is natural to want to cry out to our mothers when we are suffering hurt, pain and unhappiness, so I can understand your desire to ask Maa Kali for help. Pray to Her with all your heart. She is the compassionate Mother of the Universe, and if you approach Her with longing and sincerity for the pain to end in your heart She will absolutely help you. You can also ask Sri Ganesha to help you with this. He is the Remover of Obstacles, and will help you connect with Mother Kali, so do offer your prayers to Him, too.
I wish you all the best with this. May Ganesha and the Divine Mother watch over you in your time of need.
Om namah Shivaya
"Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become your character.
Watch your character, it becomes your destiny."
ॐ गं गणपतये नमः
Om Gam Ganapataye namah
लोकाः समस्ताः सुखिनो भवन्तु ।
Lokaah SamastaaH Sukhino Bhavantu